Growing up in the frying pan…sinister productions clips wings

So we have progressed in our flailing inertia, despite the scrapes, bruises and such evolution pulls us through to find new direction and purpose in our formidable stance to bring new lumination to the spoken word arena deviantly so in the raw n relentless that splits caps and gives you the solace once lacked. We are grateful for insight and critique delivered with good intention n respect ((Sylvia))

Get on board and ride it like you live it, wild n free….openly embrace the debauchery


Point if there is one

kind of fitting this first went out blank….isnt it all? i’m just losing assurance in everything i am, do and love…started again to assemble my chapbbok for submission…six pages in ‘why bother?’ i know a lot of my issues stem from mental health, pain and not dealing with either. I’m not affected as most by the commercialized silver fallacy hysteria the sheep are herded by.. its diagnosed fæct i’m fucked in many ãn instance, however when those around you only want to point fingers and ignore their influence upon behaviorãl spikes….well its a gnawing instance of deplorable refrain..such refrain i’m waning and its got me thinking helium dreams of floating the river styx….

Rare Political Spytal

I am not one to wax very much on the political side, in fact if anything I will site ant-politics rhetoric before stating the obvious which is we as Americans are fortunate to have the freedoms we do and the thought of freedoms we actually don’t. So here we find ourselves in the dawn of the latest presidential elections and go figure the nations up in arms and finger pointing and hate, stupid shit falls all around us. This doesn’t surprise me as the Propaganda machine (news, polls,policing,etc) that is the govts feeding tube of the not capable to think for themselves, question and take proactive stances (ie the sheep) has been full throttle more so than usual since the candidate race took full swing.

I nearly posted a blog piece on this and damn now have to say again “Accountability must Be now” first as individuals and then as a social conscious aimed and demanding those appointed to serve/protect and govern this nation do so sweepingly. Thus restoring faith and credit in the system at current falling apart. So let us just hang on accountability on the social tier and in the coming paragraph find the reason we are faced with what’s to come and why the state of action by finger pointers, etc..etc is erroneously false and exactly what the system wants.

We are not in voting for President actually voting for said candidate. You may thank the electoral college which was conceived in the 1700’s to 1: make sure the incapable population didn’t muck elections via uneducated votes and 2; allow smaller states a sway against larger populated ones. Now changes have been made over time to allow modern civilization a prevalent pull yet your vote actually delegates the electoral trustees for said state to vote on it’s behalf. Many states have amended ind. Constitutions to require the “:popular” or majority vote be upheld, yet faithless ballots have been cast and again we have seen the majority lose.

Why has it lost and what’s to the “why vote it doesn’t matter” ideology. Well thats a redundancy in itself now huh?! 90 million less voters turned out this Presidential election then 2012. Larger states get more electoral votes due to appointed political representatives. So even though the democratic vote pulled more, it did no such thing in the larger states.

The short and blunt is, People have stopped giving two shits, are allowing the system as now spun by the powers that be, whom dont hold a national voice as we are to goddamn divided and indifferent to be a nation for a people by a people. Society is shattered into sects of classicism, race, sexual orientation, religion etc. etc and the man has been fueling the firs in which the blinders just feed it. You wanna take a stance you want to make a difference? Start in the mirror then start in your neighborhood, use social media for launching positive informative relations, worthy debate that has no venom but seeks to address and inform.

Humanity and civilized social growth is in our own hands, if we dont grab the reigns it will be in theirs and this world has had enough tragedy to sink a million souls ten fold..Be a part of change, solution and growth or get back in a hole and bid your time.

Links to facts used in researching my voicing of thought: plus each link has others etc

Indepth yet brief look into Electoral is found in reading the entire set

This is still here?!?

Well fuck me I thought I deleted this, not that many pay attention but it’s here and I’m still  kicking and (with great appreciation) I have a new follower.. So    dust off the cobwebs..kick the keyboard sticking and salute!!

So whats new with the   Spital… shouldn’t ask it’s not for the  squeamish…

Lots of  Emphatic Regressions, transgression, rise-fall and  spoken Spyt!!!

New Links  and friends to’s the quick and lowdown:  /Sinisterspital   yeah something as such sinisterspital   thats right spoken shit now going up

still on  Facebook and Allpoetry, book still for sale…doing a lot of podcast reads…slowly approaching a web page and no closer to  sane      my  work has taken on even   more arduous tasking and Dribbles like molasses even  more…but shits raw…pc still crap so  i avoid posting much its painful…HINT   send Spital old laptop  😛

for now i take leave indulge in loathsome debauchery…peace

Spotlighting Chronicles

Last week I was fortunate to have an interview with my friend and new pod-cast host

Purple Chaos of Late Night Poets radio from all poetry on my book and workings of the Dribble I create. Truly grateful for the opportunity and recognition, I must apologize for the late posting. It was a truly fun and enlightening hour in which I delved into my first book and exposed some intricacy of the motoring which fuels and made me. I will add link to show and invite all to check out the line up of Late Night Poets on as they have a variety of hosts and topics to indulge in.. Their link:  assembled and directed by Fillmyeyes, they can also be found on wordpress and facebook

The link to show, if checked out please let me know what you thought. I have been doing a lot of readings on podcasts and am contemplating voiced readings with each poem on the upcoming website as well as youtube or sound cloud channel.

Twisting in the Nothing

So when relevance to existence becomes query, or defeat in integrities bosom rails..maybe loss in objective reasoning for creating your art.. whats to become?

Repetitive conundrums all face but it’s whats on my scrambled mental sequence so that’s that.

How to off-set the inevitable is simple to some and then again for those like me with bi-polar etc etc it seems to be overly systematic and dauntingly tiresome. Actually I often find it offensive that with all the tools I am equipped with that I trifle in such folly. It’s like being in the ocean and screaming because there’s waves. Fucking insane isn’t it?

So when I’m at such crossroads and the obvious fails me because I want to waller and whine like a Over-Rated Debutante or swiftly find the ends that never equal the means, I must redesign pull-through. I am unable to write out the chaos and drugs fail miserably at solace. (long ago quit drinking) What direction does this chaotic liaison embark upon?

Rediscover lost outlets! I need to draw again, exactly what my Insanities Solarium is missing. Crayons on the left meds on the right kind of expulsion of deviant meanderings better to be fed in confinement as to tame the lashings out that will follow. I’m  about hell bent out lately and it’s merciless child’s play one should be ashamed to admit..It’s a stigma of mine I wear like the Scarlett letter.

I try not deny any of my quips, short falls or egregious errors as it with the good are what makes Spital so Sinister and abundantly I. So there’s a point here I get it did you? Well it’s my party but hopefully everyone always leaves with a present…Till next Dribble falls about….I’ll leave you with a poem I’ve had wrapped up…


Flagrant Why?

Golden Lotus prophecies exalted,
culling the black of transistors broken.
Lost in snowing portals of diverse antennas,
eastern the sun sets void of natural rules.

Cerebellum Infused

Elicit good behavior from dawns derelict quarters,
crystal spheres reflecting hop-scotch containers.
Tonality regurgitates rotting appendages sutured,
poisons dyslexic conversation, resonates the ides.

Impoverished Conception

Twilight illuminates ashed lumber in cannabis hues,
defecating catastrophes, orchestrated in inaugural speech.
Edified the polarized tone-deaf from political confessions,
swirling porcelain, swallowed yellow eulogies are flushed.

Redundant destruction

Relevance summons diversity in numeric quakes,
liberating panties this blood quieted and opaque.
Deafly obliterates why there’s flagrant transgressions,
forced in steamy subways depicting analytical discretion.
©Sinister Spital 2016



Oh Shit Insight while Driving.

So I was driving my kids to the Shaved Ice place after a moderately satisfying Chinese buffet from the frozen section. ( I cook all the time I need a break) A perk of culinary school and being a chef, line cook, sus-chef, meat cutter etc..etc is even the cheapest stuff from the store or a can is a delicacy waiting to be created. Oh anyway back to my ride and this insight. Be forewarned it’s no Aristotle Epiphany, just a reaffirmation of knowledge we take for granted.

I have always been into music, it has comforted, defined and inspired me throughout time. Ponder that for a minute as everyone can relate. Think of the formation of romantic imagery and how these once represented a big part of your game. I was a ‘Journey’ kid so you can imagine my early wooing years and the preposterous expectations and inevitable heartbreak.  Not saying “Journey” was my soul relationship guide though better than my parents. I mean thank god for Zepplin, Van Morrison, Lizard King, AC/DC, Scorpion etc..etc.. Think about the quips and characteristics we take on in all divisions of the human condition from things we encounter that move us. Crazy shit we allow to dribble about, be grateful for realization moments that reconstitute who we are. I could ramble but I made the point…L8rs Sinister